I have been wanting to write a song about this story for a very long time. But sometimes, you can't really force the inspiration to come. Finally, almost 5 months later, I managed to pen this down. Shitty melody as usual, but this is my story, a story which I never thought of the ending, not at least this way.
I've never written a Chinese song. Although I had studied it until the end of secondary school, I generally still have low confidence in writing good Chinese. For some reason, the melody of this song suits Chinese characters. When the inspiration is here, the process doesn't take long at all, it was done in two days with half an hour of recording. And I finally mustered the courage to feature my first singing debut on Facebook.
If I could write the story, I wouldn't write the story this way. Sometimes you thought you have done enough and of course I could have done more, but things don't work out your way. It isn't a blame game nor this song is written with any intention but a signal as I have moved on. It's just one of the way of me dealing with things, to commemorate it in some forms. The story was not fruitful and got bitter at the end, but I wouldn't change any part of it, not even rewriting it like I have said.
冬天了 一年了 时光不留人
后悔了 失望的 最后拥抱
点点滴滴 的那一天 痛苦地徘徊
甜甜蜜蜜 已经离去 永远在心中
渐渐的 晃晃的 走进了迷路
仿佛的 突然地 到了结束
一天一夜 情不自禁 我成为依赖
我不明白 我放不开 已变成失败
Oh it was fun writing the lyrics though, especially when I try to fit in a riddle in it.